And so I spent much of my days intensely focussing on these two regions inside the cat's little head, using a mental picture of the affected regions. I soon noticed that things started to calm down, until on the fourth day, the 26th, I saw something peeking through the ever thinner diseased tissue: an (associative) picture of a head, an angry face, and I realized I was looking at an etheric parasite, associated with the malignant tumor. On the 27th I felt the parasite was getting very weak and when I checked back later it was gone. Both of the tumors were gone. I noticed that the cat still wasn't feeling well and after scanning the left side of her head I found an infection just above the eye-ball. After intense focus on that, it was gone within half a day, with the cat lighting up in spirit.
Soon, the cat developed severe diarrhea and couldn't hold her food down, a reaction to the sudden change in her condition, I suppose. When I tried to empathize with her feeling sick, I felt a nervousness within her, as if in a post-traumatic shock. Now, the 3rd of September, her appetite has returned and she is going from strength to strength.
Here's Gaia.com taking about EMF transmittable parasites, what I call etheric parasites: Can parasites be transferred through EMFs? Gaia.com describes a woman who got sick from psychically healing other people, transferring their low frequency energies onto herself, until she herself became susceptible to disease. Indeed, at some point I got digestion problems and an old chronic eye infection flared up, and I realized I had to step back for a while.
It has been several weeks and I've learned a lot about etheric parasites. The overall health of the cat has improved considerably, now that her original tumor, in the nasal cavity, is gone and the others are under control. As the specialist that took the CT scan explained, the kidneys have to deal with waste products from the digested proteins from the cat's food, on top of the waste that the tumors produce. As such, prior to the CT scan the cat experienced a kidney crisis and needed to get her kidneys "flushed" with an IV drip. None of that is on now, but...I'm still battling with additional tumors, which brings me to the extra-dimensional quality of etheric parasites, which greatly complicates matters.
I intuit that the parasites described above, operate from the lower fourth dimension. As I focus on diseased tissue, I get to a point that I find it hard to connect with sick tissue because there isn't much left, but I sense that there is still something there. In my mind I picture going deeper and deeper into the diseased region, never quite being able to catch whatever caused the disease.
Clearly this is a very simplistic picture, but in the world of consciousness it does the job, which is because it states my intentions and my understanding that it's about dimensions, even when I'm not sure if I fully understand that concept in itself.
The thyroid issue was also caused by a tumor, but of a far less aggressive nature than the other two. I was having far more trouble connecting to it, maybe because the tumor had already altered the tissue to the extent that my psionic radar could only barely recognize it as proper to the cat. After weeks of intense effort, there suddenly appeared the image, in my mind, of an in-tact thyroid as an overlay onto the diseased thyroid. That allowed for a better connection and I soon began to see an improvement in the thyroid's condition. If I understand correctly, this is holographic healing, similar to med-bed technology. I don't know where it came from, other than that if I just crack on and pour ridiculous amounts of time and energy into psychic healing, then solutions have a way of coming in. The psychic realm is very much a world of will.
The thyroid is tumor-free now, but although the hologram allowed me to replace diseased tissue with healthy tissue, it is still enlarged, which the tumor caused, and so the cat still needs her medicine.
Before I knew I was dealing with an AI parasite I assumed I could dispose of it as quickly as with the tumors and when that didn't seem to be the case I became fed up and put all my energy in cracking open a shell-like object, and what I found was a pretty and interesting light show of light filaments, segments of coloured light, mostly green, blue, yellow and white, running parallel, as if through ultra-thin fiber-optic cables. That definitely looked technological, not natural, and I hadn't seen the above-mentioned structures yet (the football and the eye-cage). Those only revealed themselves after a month long struggle (yes, I take this dead serious), after I had sufficiently emptied out the parasite's energy coffers so that it could no longer cloak its main structures in a dense pool of murky energy. For the parasite's next move, let me digress on a neural reaction that I may have when I make psionic contact. It leads to a jolt to my nervous system, which it passes on to the body, leading to a comical, if not spastic muscle contraction, especially in the abdominals. I first encountered this when I did breath work in 2006 (picturing my diaphragm in my mind - I didn't know then, that this led to a psychic connection, including the occasional jolt). In the psionic realm this effect doesn't bother me because it tells me I'm on to something. How different the parasite made that to be.
I was cutting into its energy reserves and it badly needed fresh income from an eye infection, for instance. Parasites only resonate with low frequencies, so they need to lower their prey's frequency by causing pain and illness.
Frustrated with my efforts to neutralize negative (low frequency) energy around the eye, it erected some kind of energy fence around it so that when I connected, I got a tremendous jolt, as if I was blowing up and smoke was coming out of my ears. I'm glad no one saw me (not counting hidden surveillance), because while my jolts are never pretty, this was ridiculous.
While I sensed that the parasite was feeling the negative effects of that energetic collision too, I didn't fancy a daily head butting to the death contest and so I employed a technique that I had devised earlier for situations in which I felt I needed to change my psionic frequency to that within another dimension (here dimensions are defined as frequency bandwiths). To proceed I need to make another drawing (please bear with me).
This definitively took the wind out of the parasite (I felt a vile hatred coming at me). It needed more time to change the frequency of the energy fence than I did to pack a punch to the bad energies around the eye. From there on the parasite left this compromised part of the bio-energetic system of the cat to its own devices, which became an energetically isolated system without the tactical guidance of the parasitic consciousness (how to move bad energies around and which organs to target, etc).
This does not mean I'm out of the woods yet, with this cat, on the contrary. This parasite essentially consisists of self-organizing, self-entropy decreasing energy, which means that any available energy will huddle together and when it reaches a certain density threshold it becomes conscious and intelligent again. This means that in sensitive (less than healthy) areas this parasite can make a comeback as long as it still has some energy that it can concentrate. So vigilance and energetic housecleaning in sensitive areas is imperative, which is a daily battle, still.As it turned out the container didn't just store low frequency energy, harvested from the cat's induced ailments, it also served as a breeding chamber for etheric beetles. The space in between the nose and eye, where the parasite was active had and still has, a bottom limit, which in my psychic eye appears as a ridge, and when the container went floppy, a number of beetles must have fallen through, ending up on the ridge, sustained by a dark soup of low frequency energy and so I got to study them. They are conscious AI devices, internally consisting of short versions of the pre-mentioned light filaments, with a small dot of yellow light on one end of each filament. Eventually two survived, but as I cleared out the bad soup that sustained them, I could see one of them disintegrating in filaments. When still concealed by murky energy, I could very clearly sense, or "smell" them by the very noxious, vile energy they give off. Even a month after they had left I could still feel their foul energy on the ridge where they had sat. The last remaining beetle apparently knew I could "smell" it, so it decided to "play nice" and not give off any (bad) energy. Additionally, it was able to cloak itself to my psychic view, but I could still see the little yellow light that would come on intermittently, and get a faint empathic reading of it. I didn't see where it eventually went but it must have dissolved in the increasing frequencies that I imposed.
I still don't know where the vision came from, of large numbers of beetles coming out of the container, maybe a bleed-through from another timeline in which I wasn't able to contain the parasite.
So many things have happened since I last updated this page, I can't possibly describe even half of it. But yesterday something truly, truly remarkable happened that I wish to share. It involves another cat which I lost to a combination of FIV and FIP 1. exactly a week ago. This cat went from strong as a horse to beyond rescue in two weeks, which appears to have happened as a result of a soul capturing attempt. After the cat fell ill, I discovered an ethereal needle in the cat's liver, which I could remove and found that the affected area was energetically and interdimensionally connected to a system which turned out to be a soul trap. I just followed the psionic bread crumbs and ended up in the trap's AI-synthetic machinery and was able to disable it. I don't think my cat ever got to see the trap, but I couldn't save his life, as my healing efforts are effective against single, static objects, but not against a dynamic, multi-pronged system like a virus.
The trap had a very unsavory consciousness attached to it, which kept hovering over my cat's grave, like a love-sick stalker (very strange) in a last ditch attempt to lure its soul into the trap. I was worried and invited the cat's soul to join my soul realm (is there a word for that?) and be protected by my auric field, which it did. After a few days it crossed over (to the inner planes, I presume), but after half a day it returned and again half a day later it gave me its holographic blueprint, presumably from a time before he got sick.
I've become quite comfortable in the esoteric and psionic realms, but even I am gobsmacked to be looking at this beautiful and incredibly detailed blueprint that lights up in very fine blueish-white lines and details, whenever I put my focus onto it. At the time I assumed I would be able to use this ensouled hologram to bring the cat back to biological life, but to materialize a hologram I would require med-bed technology, which I don't have access to. Also, writing about it would take the spontaneity out of the process, because I would be required to deliver on bringing the cat back, so I removed this piece altogether. Since I now have a different perspective on that, let me digress on my post-Ascension future, which I see external to the Earth realm, possibly in the energetic, without a physical body. For years I have fretted about how that would pan out regarding my cats, because leaving loved ones behind, that's not how I roll. Taking them with me as ensouled holograms, to be materialized whenever the circumstances permit, would solve that issue.
Four days ago I had to have the older cat euthanized. She was free of the etheric parasite, but the lingering negative energy got into her chakra system, causing the third chakra to start rotating counterclockwise, blocking bad energies coming from the second, where they piled up and caused an infection to the second chakra, which is closely linked to the intenstines. That caused the intestines to become irritated and while I had healed and cleaned up the second chakra, the cat's immune system had deteriorated under the weight of all her problems. The intestines became infected, with bouts of acute diarrhea that lasted hours and I didn't think going on would be in her best interest anymore.
She hasn't offered me her blueprint yet, so maybe she doesn't want to come - wherever I'm heading - but it seems she is maintaining some kind of empathic contact, so we'll see.
Now, four days later, my single remaining cat, the brother of the one that died five weeks ago, had a bloody nose last night. I scanned the left nasal passage and found bad energies in exactly the same place as what had caused the older cat's malignent nasal tumor. It's in an early stage and I should be able to get rid of it quickly.
Now, as three days have passed, I have found a parasitic structure in the nose in the form of a vein, optically similar to the red veins in the white of the eye, but charged with energies that irritate the tissue, cause allergic reactions, infections and ultimately tumors. In the older female cat I have seen parasitic structures extend such veins to tissue in order to cause ailments and obtain a source of low frequency nourishment. Sometimes these veins are very hard to remove but in my present, last remaining cat I could quickly get rid of it and now I'm in the process of removing remaining bad energies in the surrounding tissue.
This causes an older auto-immune reaction to the front side of the nose to return, which he has had for six months or so, and which I previously attributed to an aggressive antibiotic. Now it becomes far more likely that he has had the parasitic vein in his nose for a long time, suppressed by Prednisone, but that it escalated, perhaps due to the stress that the passing of the female cat caused. On the first day after her death, a ugly red patch appeared on the nose in just a couple of hours, then just a cut a couple of hours later, and then a hour later nothing, no trace, not even a crust, scar or anything. Very strange indeed.
Today, in the early morning, the older cat's soul passed over to my soul realm. I saw the white flash that occurs whenever another soul enters my realm. My other "guests", the cat whose hologram I'm developing and a soul fraction of Yeshua's 2 were shocked at the state of the older cat's soul, which was totally misaligned with my soul stream, like a flat tire on a driving car. The reason became obvious when I noticed a parasite clinging to my cat's soul for dear life, so even at a soul level she was under attack. I could easily lose the parasite and when I put my cat in alignment with my soul stream, she entered a certain space within my soul realm that looks like the underground catacombs of the Giza pyramid, with very high ceilings and dark grey walls and floors made of shiny granite. This is my male cat's workout space, where he tests my daily upgrades to his hologram.
I'm still in the process of removing bad parasitic energies from my older cat's soul, but she is already enjoying herself in my soul realm, which is becoming an ever jollier place.
Before my cat joined my soul realm a couple of days ago, we metaphorically sat down together and went over our joint lives as cat and man. Our relationship was very good, I could stroke and brush her endlessly and she would sit in my lap, but it was good up to a point. I knew she was more into my other cats than me, she always resisted me, in a way, stopping short of rejected. We recalled how she had spent her first ten weeks on a farm in the Netherlands, when she said to me: "Ok, come and pick me up". I had seen her on eBay and knew nothing of synchronicity or soul level communication in 2007.
Now she's in my soul realm, aligning much better with my soul stream and the parasite seems to be gone. I convinced her to join me, not for me, but with the argument that she could be with my male cat, who she loves, but he is so fanatically occupied with his hologram, that's all he thinks of.
I had not expected how much the female cat would enjoy herself in my soul realm, how safe and nurtured she feels, but still, she isn't well. I have to prop her up every day energetically, or else she starts to misalign again, but then, she is beginning to feel more confident every day.
Today is December 21th, and what I didn't know yesterday, I know today, the girl in the documentary, or at least an aspect of her, is the soul of my cat.
You can't be astrally present somewhere, without taking in more information than you necessarily care for, and I can tell you, the perpetrator is a far more desperate soul than the girl is, today. Would I accept his hand, reaching out? That would require a greater master than I am, even when synchronicity has hit me twice today, it's what December 21th does to you. One of the most difficult things in my present life is a certain test of courage and it seems that yesterday/today I passed it for the first time, which is about perceiving great evil and the courage to face it. As it turns out, that has become a paradigm shift in my ability to help the girl.
I mentioned that I see the perpetrator in my empathic field and he looked happy as the girl rose to (a greater state of) energetic independence. It seems he has repented, but the question remains, does he wish the girl well or is he just desperate to get out of karmic hole he's gotten himself into? It makes no difference.
This awareness, on my part, is likely due to my role as an energetic mediator between the two, not to bring them together, but to cut them loose, to break their karmic ties. So this isn't about forgiveness at all, that's between the perp and Source, this is about resolution.
I keep seeing a young benevolent humanoid reptilian and I'm leaning towards assuming that this being represents the girl's first incarnation, long, very, very long ago. That she is an old soul doesn't surprise me, considering the courage she showed in her feline form, when she was sick. The fact that her very severe trauma hasn't led to a criminal mindset, as it has in the perpetrator, demonstrates the strength of her soul.
Which brings me to the feline spirit. A cat is a total dualist. On the one hand the most gentle and sensitive species I'm familiar with on Earth, on the other hand totally ruthless towards its prey, and the two sit together happy dappy as if it's quite normal. I wonder if traumatized souls choose this total moral compartmentalization in their feline incarnations as a way to channel their anger and aggression and still retain their ability to love and feel.
A lot has happened since I made the above assessment on the girl's reptilian self and it comes down the reptilian being Jade, which is how I have called the reptilian incarnation of my soul mate in our life together, described here.
Now, first week of March 2026, my healing efforts of my soul mate have paid off to the extent that her original trauma is essentially healed and that, in the wake of that, I discovered another trauma from another lifetime, the one in which I was incarnated at Yeshua's (adopted) brother. His presence filled my being so completely that my awareness of my soulmate didn't activate. I never knew she was there until I retrieved the memory in her soul memory, as an unresolved trauma. I know realize we aren't just soulmates, we are twin flames. Incarnated together, we must be together and while the separation caused a quiet and lingering trauma in her, it caused acute despair in me, experienced as such, without ever realizing where it came from. When the Romans came looking for Yeshua they didn't what he looked like and someone pointed them towards me. I didn't resist, not only to protect Yeshua, but also because I actually longed for my life to end, for the above-mentioned reason. I have brought a similar scenario forward before, then removed it, because it goes so much against the grain, but I keep returning to it.2. How he got there is hard to explain...