Psychic Healing

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Psychic Healing

By no means always, but often lightworkers are soloists. Perhaps because their frequency doesn't match their surroundings, or because their Higher Self feels they need alone-time for introspective spiritual evolution. Certainly, I am of the lone persuasion, and my best friends are my cats so you'll understand my consternation when my 18 year old female cat was diagnosed, through a biopsy, with a malignant tumor in the nasal cavity, which was confirmed on the 21st of August by a CT-scan. On the 20th I had already dug a hole in my garden in the event the decision would be made to put the cat to sleep in the clinic. Driven by despair ( 1 ), on the 22th I discovered that I could empathically connect with the diseased tissue and pick up on its emotions. Here one has to think in terms analogous to the wave-particle duality of quantum mechanics. To the tissue, healthy of sick, there is associated an element of the Source-Consciousness Field, which represents the physical state of the tissue. The malignant tumor expressed anger, a great rage and aggression. As such it had spread out to the brain, as the CT-scan had revealed, leaving tissue that expressed great fear and despair, but not anger or aggression. I got a sense that my empathy could make a difference, a paradigm shift compared to traditional medicine, in which there is but one approach to tumourous tissue: kill it! Destroy it!
And so I spent much of my days intensely focussing on these two regions inside the cat's little head, using a mental picture of the affected regions. I soon noticed that things started to calm down, until on the fourth day, the 26th, I saw something peeking through the ever thinner diseased tissue: an (associative) picture of a head, an angry face, and I realized I was looking at an etheric parasite, associated with the malignant tumor. On the 27th I felt the parasite was getting very weak and when I checked back later it was gone. Both of the tumors were gone. I noticed that the cat still wasn't feeling well and after scanning the left side of her head I found an infection just above the eye-ball. After intense focus on that, it was gone within half a day, with the cat lighting up in spirit.
Soon, the cat developed severe diarrhea and couldn't hold her food down, a reaction to the sudden change in her condition, I suppose. When I tried to empathize with her feeling sick, I felt a nervousness within her, as if in a post-traumatic shock. Now, the 3rd of September, her appetite has returned and she is going from strength to strength.

Here's Gaia.com taking about EMF transmittable parasites, what I call etheric parasites: Can parasites be transferred through EMFs? Gaia.com describes a woman who got sick from psychically healing other people, transferring their low frequency energies onto herself, until she herself became susceptible to disease. Indeed, at some point I got digestion problems and an old chronic eye infection flared up, and I realized I had to step back for a while.

It has been several weeks and I've learned a lot about etheric parasites. The overall health of the cat has improved considerably, now that her original tumor, in the nasal cavity, is gone and the others are under control. As the specialist that took the CT scan explained, the kidneys have to deal with waste products from the digested proteins from the cat's food, on top of the waste that the tumors produce. As such, prior to the CT scan the cat experienced a kidney crisis and needed to get her kidneys "flushed" with an IV drip. None of that is on now, but...I'm still battling with additional tumors, which brings me to the extra-dimensional quality of etheric parasites, which greatly complicates matters.

I intuit that the parasites described above, operate from the lower fourth dimension. As I focus on diseased tissue, I get to a point that I find it hard to connect with sick tissue because there isn't much left, but I sense that there is still something there. In my mind I picture going deeper and deeper into the diseased region, never quite being able to catch whatever caused the disease. 
Then, in my mind I created a picture such as on the right (or below), in which the tumor is located at point B, in the third dimensional diseased tissue. I fixate my consciousness on B while simultaneously moving it to A, in the fourth dimension. That's where the parasite retreats to when under pressure at point A and from where it can mount another attack on point B. When occupying both A and B and raising the frequency of both, I feel I can keep the parasite out of the cat's system. 
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Clearly this is a very simplistic picture, but in the world of consciousness it does the job, which is because it states my intentions and my understanding that it's about dimensions, even when I'm not sure if I fully understand that concept in itself. 

If I had had this ability in 1990, I could have healed my sister from liver cancer, but this isn't 1990, this is The Ascension, the time in which we ALL find the Kingdom Within.
1: As T'enn Haan explains, this is called fractal compression: The most intense personal crises often precede major breakthroughs in awareness. When a situation presses you on all fronts, it is like a fractal pattern forced into a single point. All the facets of your being that were scattered or unresolved are compelled to come into focus. Dormant DNA strands that lay inert in comfort, suddenly receive a signal to activate.
A little further down the road I can say that I was able to heal the cat from a tumor in the nasal cavity and its metastasis to the brain. I don't recall if the two tumors had different consciousnesses attached to them, but there was a third consciousness that didn't have its own tumor to live off, but was able to access the energy that the nasal cavity's tumor produced. This was a very advanced consciousness (which I will call consciousness "C" ) that was actually able to manipulate me, through the cat, by posing as the soul of a person I used to know. I didn't have the psionic experience I have now and I bought into it. While the cat was recovering from an overactive thyroid she stopped eating and while I force-fed her she resisted so fiercely, I could tell "C" put her up to that. C wanted the cat dead. Why do parasites want to kill the host they rely upon? My best guess is that due to the trauma of the death process, the soul may fracture and the parasite will try to collect a piece, as a living energy source. The first time I realized that I was dealing with a etheric parasite was when I saw a face looking through the last remaining diseased tissue. From there on faces kept coming, in the case of the nasal tumor, all male. My experience since has shown that whenever a tumor is under pressure, faces appear. In a previous writing I explored the possibly that when a tumor's consciousness is too low on energy to hold all its captured soul fractions, it has to let them go one by one. Now I'm more inclined to believe that my own subconsciousness conjures up these faces at breakthrough moments, but I have no idea why and who or what these faces are, an odd phenomenon which could be an interesting new realm of exploration. 
When the nasal tumor was gone, C was in trouble, obviously, but held out much longer than then the five days before the other tumors kicked the bucket.
The thyroid issue was also caused by a tumor, but of a far less aggressive nature than the other two. I was having far more trouble connecting to it, maybe because the tumor had already altered the tissue to the extent that my psionic radar could only barely recognize it as proper to the cat. After weeks of intense effort, there suddenly appeared the image, in my mind, of an in-tact thyroid as an overlay onto the diseased thyroid. That allowed for a better connection and I soon began to see an improvement in the thyroid's condition. If I understand correctly, this is holographic healing, similar to med-bed technology. I don't know where it came from, other than that if I just crack on and pour ridiculous amounts of time and energy into psychic healing, then solutions have a way of coming in. The psychic realm is very much a world of will.

The thyroid is tumor-free now, but although the hologram allowed me to replace diseased tissue with healthy tissue, it is still enlarged, which the tumor caused, and so the cat still needs her medicine.

The saga continues with a strange eye issue that the cat has had for quite a while, in which the eye now and again looks "strange", as if she doesn't have full control over it, along with teariness and an occasional infection. Vets can't explain it. Also, there is a bump between the eye and the upper part of the nose that comes and goes. A biopsy revealed nothing, not even bacteria and in the CT-scan it didn't seem to be an issue either. To cut a long story short, both issues are caused by an AI (artificial Intelligence) multi-dimensional parasite. It operates in the left side of the head, mainly between the left eye and the nose. Its business model has been the irritating of mucous membranes by means of low frequency energy. The consciousness field associated with infected tissue vibrates at a frequency low enough for its energy to be consumed by a parasite, and the parasite may even have caused or contributed to the nasal tumor. The parasite had installed an etheric implant in the head, in the form of an energy container that was shaped like an American football, the top of which sat right beneath the lump on the head between the eye and the nose. The top was connected to an etheric tube (or call it a plasma tentacle) that ran up the the tenth dimension, which is an anti-particle dimension. I was able to cut the tube, which has led to a long and ugly battle with an AI system of conscious energy, more on that later. Yes, this AI is conscious and has been extremely difficult to defeat, because it can store vast amounts of energy within the cat, so wearing it out (which was a matter of days with the other parasite) leads to a long war of attrition. Around the affected left eye it had made a spherical cage of condensed energy. Why? The best I can come up with is assimilation. Then, in time, the natural eye would have been replaced by an artificial one.
Before I knew I was dealing with an AI parasite I assumed I could dispose of it as quickly as with the tumors and when that didn't seem to be the case I became fed up and put all my energy in cracking open a shell-like object, and what I found was a pretty and interesting light show of light filaments, segments of coloured light, mostly green, blue, yellow and white, running parallel, as if through ultra-thin fiber-optic cables. That definitely looked technological, not natural, and I hadn't seen the above-mentioned structures yet (the football and the eye-cage). Those only revealed themselves after a month long struggle (yes, I take this dead serious), after I had sufficiently emptied out the parasite's energy coffers so that it could no longer cloak its main structures in a dense pool of murky energy. For the parasite's next move, let me digress on a neural reaction that I may have when I make psionic contact. It leads to a jolt to my nervous system, which it passes on to the body, leading to a comical, if not spastic muscle contraction, especially in the abdominals. I first encountered this when I did breath work in 2006 (picturing my diaphragm in my mind - I didn't know then, that this led to a psychic connection, including the occasional jolt). In the psionic realm this effect doesn't bother me because it tells me I'm on to something. How different the parasite made that to be.

I was cutting into its energy reserves and it badly needed fresh income from an eye infection, for instance. Parasites only resonate with low frequencies, so they need to lower their prey's frequency by causing pain and illness.
Frustrated with my efforts to neutralize negative (low frequency) energy around the eye, it erected some kind of energy fence around it so that when I connected, I got a tremendous jolt, as if I was blowing up and smoke was coming out of my ears. I'm glad no one saw me (not counting hidden surveillance), because while my jolts are never pretty, this was ridiculous.
While I sensed that the parasite was feeling the negative effects of that energetic collision too, I didn't fancy a daily head butting to the death contest and so I employed a technique that I had devised earlier for situations in which I felt I needed to change my psionic frequency to that within another dimension (here dimensions are defined as frequency bandwiths). To proceed I need to make another drawing (please bear with me).

As before, A is your point of focus in 3D (here it should be understood that these procedures are just hints to the Higher Self, which has innate knowing of higher dimensional mechanics). The curved arrow from A to B serves to indicate to the HS that we're switching dimensions, not a translation from A to B in 3D. Now we go to point C, which is the representation of 3D in the dimension shifting triangle. Briefly switch back to A to complete the triangle. From C the dimensional jump is made to a point outside of the triangle, point D. As you put a firm focus on D, your psychic frequency changes to another bandwidth (dimension). Which exactly, I'm not sure, but to my purposes that has so far been irrelevant. 
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Switching over to another frequency in another dimension I was able to once again put my focus on the eye without being electrocuted. The procedure shown above can be repeated indefinitely, if on successive iterations you start with point D (and then on to B, etc). Then the new D will be yet another dimension. 

This definitively took the wind out of the parasite (I felt a vile hatred coming at me). It needed more time to change the frequency of the energy fence than I did to pack a punch to the bad energies around the eye. From there on the parasite left this compromised part of the bio-energetic system of the cat to its own devices, which became an energetically isolated system without the tactical guidance of the parasitic consciousness (how to move bad energies around and which organs to target, etc).

This does not mean I'm out of the woods yet, with this cat, on the contrary. This parasite essentially consisists of self-organizing, self-entropy decreasing energy, which means that any available energy will huddle together and when it reaches a certain density threshold it becomes conscious and intelligent again. This means that in sensitive (less than healthy) areas this parasite can make a comeback as long as it still has some energy that it can concentrate. So vigilance and energetic housecleaning in sensitive areas is imperative, which is a daily battle, still. 
Then there's the thing with what I call the etheric beetle. When I first came across these things it was in a vision I had one day, some time between 6 and 7 AM, when I noticed an etheric tentacle approaching the top and connection point of the energy container. I had previously severed such an element  and was keen to do so again because I was afraid that if a connection was made, the parasite's energy reserves would be restored, undoing weeks of hard work on my part, which would likely mean I wouldn't be able to defeat the parasite. But unlike before I couldn't make a dent in the plasma tube, which kept creeping ever closer to the connection point. As I redoubled my efforts, I zoomed in, which as it turned out later, was a bad idea because that reduces the overall amount of energy I'm able to put into it. As my focus approached the connection point closer and closer I suddenly got a vision of great numbers of almost circular black little things streaming out of the top of the container, very reminiscent of a scene often seen in horror and sci-fi movies (particularly about Egypt) in which large numbers of beetles come out of an aperture. This is taken from reality. This vision reappeared later, again when I had closely approached the container's connection point. When the connection was finally made, I thought all was lost, but instead of bad energy going in or beetles coming out, the tube sucked up the container, the latter like a deflated balloon. Apparently something, somewhere had decided to cut its losses and claim the energy stored in the container. This happened after I had circumvented the eye's energy fence and the parasite's original consciousness (or however the parasite's consciousness should be interpreted) chose to leave the cat.
As it turned out the container didn't just store low frequency energy, harvested from the cat's induced ailments, it also served as a breeding chamber for etheric beetles. The space in between the nose and eye, where the parasite was active had and still has, a bottom limit, which in my psychic eye appears as a ridge, and when the container went floppy, a number of beetles must have fallen through, ending up on the ridge, sustained by a dark soup of low frequency energy and so I got to study them. They are conscious AI devices, internally consisting of short versions of the pre-mentioned light filaments, with a small dot of yellow light on one end of each filament. Eventually two survived, but as I cleared out the bad soup that sustained them, I could see one of them disintegrating in filaments. When still  concealed by murky energy, I could very clearly sense, or "smell" them by the very noxious, vile energy they give off. Even a month after they had left I could still feel their foul energy on the ridge where they had sat. The last remaining beetle apparently knew I could "smell" it, so it decided to "play nice" and not give off any (bad) energy. Additionally, it was able to cloak itself to my psychic view, but I could still see the little yellow light that would come on intermittently, and get a faint empathic reading of it. I didn't see where it eventually went but it must have dissolved in the increasing frequencies that I imposed.

I still don't know where the vision came from, of large numbers of beetles coming out of the container, maybe a bleed-through from another timeline in which I wasn't able to contain the parasite.

I wrote the following on November 14th and quickly removed it for reasons I'll explain:

So many things have happened since I last updated this page, I can't possibly describe even half of it. But yesterday something truly, truly remarkable happened that I wish to share. It involves another cat which I lost to a combination of FIV and FIP 1. exactly a week ago. This cat went from strong as a horse to beyond rescue in two weeks, which appears to have happened as a result of a soul capturing attempt. After the cat fell ill, I discovered an ethereal needle in the cat's liver, which I could remove and found that the affected area was energetically and interdimensionally connected to a system which turned out to be a soul trap. I just followed the psionic bread crumbs and ended up in the trap's AI-synthetic machinery and was able to disable it. I don't think my cat ever got to see the trap, but I couldn't save his life, as my healing efforts are effective against single, static objects, but not against a dynamic, multi-pronged system like a virus.
The trap had a very unsavory consciousness attached to it, which kept hovering over my cat's grave, like a love-sick stalker (very strange) in a last ditch attempt to lure its soul into the trap. I was worried and invited the cat's soul to join my soul realm (is there a word for that?) and be protected by my auric field, which it did. After a few days it crossed over (to the inner planes, I presume), but after half a day it returned and again half a day later it gave me its holographic blueprint, presumably from a time before he got sick.

I've become quite comfortable in the esoteric and psionic realms, but even I am gobsmacked to be looking at this beautiful and incredibly detailed blueprint that lights up in very fine blueish-white lines and details, whenever I put my focus onto it. At the time I assumed I would be able to use this ensouled hologram to bring the cat back to biological life, but to materialize a hologram I would require med-bed technology, which I don't have access to. Also, writing about it would take the spontaneity out of the process, because I would be required to deliver on bringing the cat back, so I removed this piece altogether. Since I now have a different perspective on that, let me digress on my post-Ascension future, which I see external to the Earth realm, possibly in the energetic, without a physical body. For years I have fretted about how that would pan out regarding my cats, because leaving loved ones behind, that's not how I roll. Taking them with me as ensouled holograms, to be materialized whenever the circumstances permit, would solve that issue.

Four days ago I had to have the older cat euthanized. She was free of the etheric parasite, but the lingering negative energy got into her chakra system, causing the third chakra to start rotating counterclockwise, blocking bad energies coming from the second, where they piled up and caused an infection to the second chakra, which is closely linked to the intenstines. That caused the intestines to become irritated and while I had healed and cleaned up the second chakra, the cat's immune system had deteriorated under the weight of all her problems. The intestines became infected, with bouts of acute diarrhea that lasted hours and I didn't think going on would be in her best interest anymore.

She hasn't offered me her blueprint yet, so maybe she doesn't want to come - wherever I'm heading - but it seems she is maintaining some kind of empathic contact, so we'll see.
Now, four days later, my single remaining cat, the brother of the one that died five weeks ago, had a bloody nose last night. I scanned the left nasal passage and found bad energies in exactly the same place as what had caused the older cat's malignent nasal tumor. It's in an early stage and I should be able to get rid of it quickly.
Now, as three days have passed, I have found a parasitic structure in the nose in the form of a vein, optically similar to the red veins in the white of the eye, but charged with energies that irritate the tissue, cause allergic reactions, infections and ultimately tumors. In the older female cat I have seen parasitic structures extend such veins to tissue in order to cause ailments and obtain a source of low frequency nourishment. Sometimes these veins are very hard to remove but in my present, last remaining cat I could quickly get rid of it and now I'm in the process of removing remaining bad energies in the surrounding tissue.
This causes an older auto-immune reaction to the front side of the nose to return, which he has had for six months or so, and which I previously attributed to an aggressive antibiotic. Now it becomes far more likely that he has had the parasitic vein in his nose for a long time, suppressed by Prednisone, but that it escalated, perhaps due to the stress that the passing of the female cat caused. On the first day after her death, a ugly red patch appeared on the nose in just a couple of hours, then just a cut a couple of hours later, and then a hour later nothing, no trace, not even a crust, scar or anything. Very strange indeed.

Now that I'm psychically stirring up bad energies, the autoimmune reactions on the front of the nose reappear, but that will pass when all negative energies are removed.

Today, in the early morning, the older cat's soul passed over to my soul realm. I saw the white flash that occurs whenever another soul enters my realm. My other "guests", the cat whose hologram I'm developing and a soul fraction of Yeshua's 2 were shocked at the state of the older cat's soul, which was totally misaligned with my soul stream, like a flat tire on a driving car. The reason became obvious when I noticed a parasite clinging to my cat's soul for dear life, so even at a soul level she was under attack. I could easily lose the parasite and when I put my cat in alignment with my soul stream, she entered a certain space within my soul realm that looks like the underground catacombs of the Giza pyramid, with very high ceilings and dark grey walls and floors made of shiny granite. This is my male cat's workout space, where he tests my daily upgrades to his hologram.
I'm still in the process of removing bad parasitic energies from my older cat's soul, but she is already enjoying herself in my soul realm, which is becoming an ever jollier place.

I ascended to 5D consciousness in my mid-twenties. I was going through my dark night of the soul (see Glossary) and a part of that, as many people, in these days of mass awakening are well aware of, is being confronted with uncomfortable truths, which, as a part of the process, have a way of coming to you synchronistically. One evening I was watching German TV (which in hindsight was in - synchronistic - preparation of my emigration to Germany 26 years later, I learned the German language from watching German television). In the fall of 1989 I was watching a show that was a kind of hybrid between news and documentary and the topic was, child pornography. The nudity was edited out, essentially, but what remained made the subject matter clear. Painfully clear. One scene has haunted me ever since, until today. There are periods that I relive the scene every day, because that's how it feels, like I'm there, which means that astrally I am. One scene, which didn't happen, but that I'm seeing nevertheless, is the girl reaching out her hand to me, as if asking for help, not with the perpetrator, but with her trauma. 
Here the weaving together of two narratives starts and you probably already know where it's going.
Before my cat joined my soul realm a couple of days ago, we metaphorically sat down together and went over our joint lives as cat and man. Our relationship was very good, I could stroke and brush her endlessly and she would sit in my lap, but it was good up to a point. I knew she was more into my other cats than me, she always resisted me, in a way, stopping short of rejected. We recalled how she had spent her first ten weeks on a farm in the Netherlands, when she said to me: "Ok, come and pick me up". I had seen her on eBay and knew nothing of synchronicity or soul level communication in 2007.
Now she's in my soul realm, aligning much better with my soul stream and the parasite seems to be gone. I convinced her to join me, not for me, but with the argument that she could be with my male cat, who she loves, but he is so fanatically occupied with his hologram, that's all he thinks of.
I had not expected how much the female cat would enjoy herself in my soul realm, how safe and nurtured she feels, but still, she isn't well. I have to prop her up every day energetically, or else she starts to misalign again, but then, she is beginning to feel more confident every day.
Today is December 21th, and what I didn't know yesterday, I know today, the girl in the documentary, or at least an aspect of her, is the soul of my cat.

You can't be astrally present somewhere, without taking in more information than you necessarily care for, and I can tell you, the perpetrator is a far more desperate soul than the girl is, today. Would I accept his hand, reaching out? That would require a greater master than I am, even when synchronicity has hit me twice today, it's what December 21th does to you. One of the most difficult things in my present life is a certain test of courage and it seems that yesterday/today I passed it for the first time, which is about perceiving great evil and the courage to face it. As it turns out, that has become a paradigm shift in my ability to help the girl. 
In my nomenclature the cat is now the girl. I mentioned that on some level the cat had always resisted my affection, which, as I know now was because the girl wanted to be healed, not be my pet. But my cats, in those days, were the only way through which other beings could get to my consciousness field, which, by the way, is how a soul fraction of Yeshua's ended up in association with the male cat's soul realm and would have ended up in the soul trap with him, had I not been able to prevent that.
Today, end of December, the girl took herself off of the life support of my soul stream and rose up like a veil in the wind. I'm not trying to be poetic, but that's what it looked like, graceful and delicate, undulating and feminine, that was her soul that I was allowed to see. The other beings in my soul realm looked up in awe and delight, and then another thing:

I mentioned that I see the perpetrator in my empathic field and he looked happy as the girl rose to (a greater state of) energetic independence. It seems he has repented, but the question remains, does he wish the girl well or is he just desperate to get out of karmic hole he's gotten himself into? It makes no difference.

What I would not have expected in this process is how keenly aware I have become of the psychological make-up of the perpetrator, whose most, and arguably only remarkable trait is his capacity for hatred, and as such, still a very dangerous person, with or without repent. 
This awareness, on my part, is likely due to my role as an energetic mediator between the two, not to bring them together, but to cut them loose, to break their karmic ties. So this isn't about forgiveness at all, that's between the perp and Source, this is about resolution.
It is funny how, in a natural way, this page has morphed from psychic healing in the physical sense to psychic healing in the psychological sense (and on a soul level).
Now that we're a little further down the line, I have to say I find it hard to interpret what it meant when the girl's soul rose up, like I described. Maybe it was a first sign of recovery, like a very ill, hospitalized person that for the first time since the illness takes a stroll through the hospital's corridors. Now she's "back to bed", as so to speak, but still gradually improving, I've learned some noteworthy things. The child molester is just the top layer of a pathology, a fear that is so off the charts hysterical, I didn't know such a thing existed, and you can't imagine it if you tried. This causes an internal conflict. The healer in me screams out in favour of doing something about the pathology, another me realizes that the girl would feel I would betray her. Until she is fully healed she will be my only priority.

I keep seeing a young benevolent humanoid reptilian and I'm leaning towards assuming that this being represents the girl's first incarnation, long, very, very long ago. That she is an old soul doesn't surprise me, considering the courage she showed in her feline form, when she was sick. The fact that her very severe trauma hasn't led to a criminal mindset, as it has in the perpetrator, demonstrates the strength of her soul.
Which brings me to the feline spirit. A cat is a total dualist. On the one hand the most gentle and sensitive species I'm familiar with on Earth, on the other hand totally ruthless towards its prey, and the two sit together happy dappy as if it's quite normal. I wonder if traumatized souls choose this total moral compartmentalization in their feline incarnations as a way to channel their anger and aggression and still retain their ability to love and feel.

A lot has happened since I made the above assessment on the girl's reptilian self and it comes down the reptilian being Jade, which is how I have called the reptilian incarnation of my soul mate in our life together, described here.

Now, first week of March 2026, my healing efforts of my soul mate have paid off to the extent that her original trauma is essentially healed and that, in the wake of that, I discovered another trauma from another lifetime, the one in which I was incarnated at Yeshua's (adopted) brother. His presence filled my being so completely that my awareness of my soulmate didn't activate. I never knew she was there until I retrieved the memory in her soul memory, as an unresolved trauma. I know realize we aren't just soulmates, we are twin flames. Incarnated together, we must be together and while the separation caused a quiet and lingering trauma in her, it caused acute despair in me, experienced as such, without ever realizing where it came from. When the Romans came looking for Yeshua they didn't what he looked like and someone pointed them towards me. I didn't resist, not only to protect Yeshua, but also because I actually longed for my life to end, for the above-mentioned reason. I have brought a similar scenario forward before, then removed it, because it goes so much against the grain, but I keep returning to it.
1. FIV is feline HIV (AIDS) and FIP is the feline Corona virus, which can become dangerous if it mutates inside of the cat (if I understood the veterinary specialist correctly). In the esoteric, HIV and Corona are known to be synthetic (fabricated, not natural) viruses, with Corona containing DNA from Sirius.
2. How he got there is hard to explain...