For all intents and purposes Yeshua and I were brothers when we were incarnated together, albeit step brothers, strictly speaking. It sort of explains why the movie Ben Hur, not including the violent parts, has always resonated so much (which my mother thought was very strange for a 12-year old boy). The movie shows the brotherly rivalry between Judah and Messala, which seems typical of brotherly relations in the Earth realm. Yeshua and I enjoyed each other"s company and would spend hours just walking and talking, which belong to the most precious moments in my soul history. However, there was a benign tension between us, as we enjoyed wrong-footing and challenging each other. As an Ascended Master he was master of the third dimension, with all his angelic powers activated in the dense Earth plane. As a descending being, student of the third dimension, I could only look up in awe to the boy (and later man) who talked to God. As an Ascended Master he was completely immune to Matrix mind control and was fully aware of the fact that Maria, while his Earth mother, was/is my (adopted) Cosmic mother and I think he regretted not being part of our cosmic family, originally, although very much so in the personal sense. I, on the other hand, envied him for his bond with Maria in the Earth plane, which fuelled the above-mentioned benign tension. He enjoys having some kind of leverage over me, which remote viewers wrongly interpret as manipulative. I can't enough emphasize that whatever plays out in one's life in the Earth plane is a manifestation of soul contracts and karma, either due to transgression or trauma. In every past lifetime I recall, the themes of orphaning and betrayal (in the passive sense) returns, likely as being my Higher Self's efforts to get to terms with those concepts and how they affected me when I first descended the dimensional scales. Hence, the way these lives unfolded, happened by my Higher Self's design, in which the people involved consented on a soul level to being the "support acts". Numerous times, Yeshua has emphasized that today's lightworkers should no longer regard him as their master, since they are becoming Ascended Masters. Indeed, I have now reached a point in which I fully realize Yeshua's role in my lives and how he has assisted me in resolving the above-mentioned issues. Was Yeshua crucified? Not likely, because it would have happened only as per his soul mission. But as an ascended master he had nothing to prove in the 3rd dimension, no test to pass. It would be like a Formula I driver going up for his driver's license. Although you can't exclude the possibility that in the past there was a (now deactivated) timeline in which he was crucified, thereby enabling the Christian religious narrative, which undoubtedly served a purpose as being some kind of compromise between the forces of light and darkness during the Kali Yuga on Earth. Interestingly, the Farsight remote viewers refer to a second person being the crucified man. They refer to this man having a following, which gives credence to the Gospel of Barnabas, according to which Judas was crucified in Yeshua's place. Barnabas refers to Judas as an apostle, but some sources refer to him as one of Yeshua's four step brothers. Needless to say, my Higher Self doesn't allow me to see what exactly happened, just yet.